i just want you to want me back

this is why i usually aim for lower than my actual desires

can’t deal with rejection

i am having the worst ever come down

which started yesterday

i have been sweating non stop and my head is throbbing /

i am tripping out hard

 i want someone and someone else who is not the someone i want, but is acquainted with them

wants me

i don’t know whether to accept defeat and just be lonely or pursue this and have my heart broken

which i am almost completely sure will happen if i do so

because all odds are against me

splendour in the grass was beautiful

the thousands and thousands of people that attended were beautiful

the atmosphere was so awesome